Several years ago, I lost a dear friend of mine in a car accident. His birthday is round the corner again, which bring up all these uneasy emotions. Especially because I couldn't meet him the last time he had asked for it. The regret and pain is indescribable.
I made this last year for his birthday but had a really hard time recalling his face. The fear of him being gone from my memory feels weird.
Happy birthday, John. I miss ya.
