本音 vs 建前
At what point does your dream become a nightmare? What makes you who you are? There is a saying from Japan:
You have three faces. The first face, you show to the world. The second face, you show to your close friends, and your family. The third face, you never show anyone. It is the truest reflection of who you are.
Is this your truest face, or do you dis-ax0ciate?