I'm all out of fairydust my magic wand is broke
I'm not the samaritans I have problems of my own
This feels different,
Like the person I used to be has been chewed up and spat out.
Bags under the eyes
The stabbing in my chest is both foreign and familiar
I refuse to entertain negativity,
Not caught up in empty drama
Fuck this shit
I think I am crumbling bit by bit
I sit in front here,
Eyes hurt from the light of the screen
Writing this piece of shit
Its obscene
I feel as if
The violent sobs which wrack my chest
The silent screams that cut my breaths,
I can’t feel my heart
Maybe I am unavailable for all your expectations
Unavailable for your games
Unavailable for your lies
Unavailable for your high pride
I’m unavailable for the broken promises
No more excuses ,
and crying
Unavailable for you and everyone else
I'm often there to hold your hand and try to guide you back
Temporarily unavailable, sort your own life out
Do Not Disturb me for a while.
