i spent what felt like an eternity, in the shadows of obseda
chasing the starlight,
in search of my destiny
i left olaysia with hope
& blind faith
but this land was filled with nothing but darkness & deafening silence
i couldnt distract myself from my thoughts
i wandered into unknown parts of my mind
& got lost there
i came face to face with the dark energies i was told stories of
& they pulled me towards a side of me i feared
i couldnt see the way out anymore
& the fire in me guiding me was no longer bright enough
i knew obseda was changing me
but did i like who i was becoming?
just as i was ready to give up,
a light guided me out
& it led me to the answer i needed
the starlight i chased,
already existed within me
the same way the stars need the night sky to shine
i needed my shadows to see,
i was the light
the beams of the keikyo crystal struck my chest
& i felt a euphoric energy rush through my body
for the first time,
i mastered balance
i felt peace
i found my power
