Ruthie, the girl from August 2021 and “Off Sight” attempts to make themselves… “unalive”. Well, they couldn’t. The thought of lying there breathless & with no consciousness provoked more disgust than shame.
It’s 5years later, Ruthie’s lifestyle is below expectations. Their expectations; not anyone else.
At moments of nostalgia, a voice, like an old being would ask: “Do you remember the feeling? Was it lust or excitement? Were you bitter or triggered?”.
…To be Continued…
